for this new life.
for this new creation.
for this new heart.
for this new faith.
for this new path.
for this new opportunity.
I have NEVER felt so ALIVE.
and this time, I'M SERIOUS.
DEAD ON SERIOUS.
LORD, HERE I AM. USE ME!
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Psalm 139
1 O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, [a] you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.
19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
When I Overthink Things.
You get song lyrics.
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Let it go,
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain
Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain
All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But I cannot forget
The way I feel right now
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain
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Let it go,
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain
Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain
All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But I cannot forget
The way I feel right now
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain
Sleepover at Emily Collins's house was awesome..
.. but I would still prefer my own bed(:
psssttt, Emily and I was tossing and turning the whole night long.
bumping into each other.
pulling the blanket away from each other.
kicking each other.
trying to spoon each other. okay, this was purely only Emily's doing, I swear.
you get my drift(:
off to bed.
shall upload the pictures.... when I feel like it.
sleep tight.
don't bite the bed bugs tonight(:
psssttt, Emily and I was tossing and turning the whole night long.
bumping into each other.
pulling the blanket away from each other.
kicking each other.
trying to spoon each other. okay, this was purely only Emily's doing, I swear.
you get my drift(:
off to bed.
shall upload the pictures.... when I feel like it.
sleep tight.
don't bite the bed bugs tonight(:
I'm not adopting any cucus..
.. never did. never will.
unfortunately, Emilly(my current cucu) forced her way into my life and made me adopt her.
but you guys*cough*Kah Kheng*cough* do not have that type of privilage, thank goodness(:
so.. HAH! IN YOUR FACE!
ps. if ANYONE has any idea how to get rid of Emily, please, let me know.
your help would be greatly appreciated(:
unfortunately, Emilly(my current cucu) forced her way into my life and made me adopt her.
but you guys*cough*Kah Kheng*cough* do not have that type of privilage, thank goodness(:
so.. HAH! IN YOUR FACE!
ps. if ANYONE has any idea how to get rid of Emily, please, let me know.
your help would be greatly appreciated(:
Tagged.
thanks Ms. Nisha.... something(:
Name: Ashley Chan .. (I'll leave this part blank)
Sisters: Emily aka. MY CUCU. and Buddy. *yesh I'm aware he's a dog. a MALE dog. bite me.
Brothers: 3. one of them is Nisha(:
Shoe size: massive.
Height : taller than my sister. heheheheeee.
Have you ever been on a plane?: no. eg. I swam from Malaysia to Aussie when I migrated.
Swam in the ocean: no.. not yet.
Fallen asleep at school: also fallen asleep at home, in the car, eating, bla bla bla.
Broken someone’s heart: not that I know of. *cough*
Fell off your chair : does falling off a bench count as well?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: uh hah. I think. damn Jellybean.
What is your room like: room-y.
What’s right beside you: ipod touch. loads of wires. and other stuff.
What is the last thing you ate: food!
Sore throat: does having a very phlegmy throat counts?-001.jpg)
Do you have any pets: back home in Malaysia sadly. *please someone. ship Buddy over to Aus!!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Malaysia.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: my hands are mine.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: It's not that hard(:
What are you doing right now: oh nothing important. just answering a few questions.
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Name: Ashley Chan .. (I'll leave this part blank)
Sisters: Emily aka. MY CUCU. and Buddy. *yesh I'm aware he's a dog. a MALE dog. bite me.
Brothers: 3. one of them is Nisha(:
Shoe size: massive.
Height : taller than my sister. heheheheeee.
Where do you live: Patterson Lakes.
Favourite drinks: drinks that are wet.
Favourite breakfast: edible food.
Favourite breakfast: edible food.
Have you ever been on a plane?: no. eg. I swam from Malaysia to Aussie when I migrated.
Swam in the ocean: no.. not yet.
Fallen asleep at school: also fallen asleep at home, in the car, eating, bla bla bla.
Broken someone’s heart: not that I know of. *cough*
Fell off your chair : does falling off a bench count as well?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: uh hah. I think. damn Jellybean.
Saved e-mails: it's just cause I can't be bothered deleting them.
What is your room like: room-y.
What’s right beside you: ipod touch. loads of wires. and other stuff.
What is the last thing you ate: food!
Sore throat: does having a very phlegmy throat counts?
Stitches: nope. nada. no. tak ada. you get my point.
Do you believe in love at first sight: I do if you do.
Like picnics: when they have food. yummy food.
Who was the last person you danced with: my dancing partner, MY CUCU(:
Last made you smile: previous answer. good times good times.
You last yelled at: no one.. yet(:
Do you believe in love at first sight: I do if you do.
Like picnics: when they have food. yummy food.
Who was the last person you danced with: my dancing partner, MY CUCU(:
Last made you smile: previous answer. good times good times.
You last yelled at: no one.. yet(:
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Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: yes. Nisha(:
Kissed anyone: my ass. I joke I joke.
Talk to an ex: no.
Miss someone: no. not that I can think of anyways.
Eat: oh no. because it's normal not to eat.
Best feeling in the world: good feelings.
Talk to someone you like: yes. Nisha(:
Kissed anyone: my ass. I joke I joke.
Talk to an ex: no.
Miss someone: no. not that I can think of anyways.
Eat: oh no. because it's normal not to eat.
Best feeling in the world: good feelings.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: does a stuffed spongebob count?
What’s under your bed: spiders! and socks and... stuff. *cough**cough*
Who do you really hate: assholes.
What time is it now?: nap nap time.
What’s under your bed: spiders! and socks and... stuff. *cough**cough*
Who do you really hate: assholes.
What time is it now?: nap nap time.
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nope.
Do you have any siblings: unfortunately(:
Do you want children: I want a husband first.
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nope.
Do you have any siblings: unfortunately(:
Do you want children: I want a husband first.
Do you smile often: no. to avoid wrinkles and stretch line. 
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes.
Are your toe nails painted: nope. they smell(:
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sister's and Buddy's cage(:
Are your toe nails painted: nope. they smell(:
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sister's and Buddy's cage(:
What color shirt are you wearing now: black.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: I have a short- and long-term memory loss.
I can’t wait till...: I sleep.
When did you cry last: a few months ago.
Are you a friendly person: I bite. but that's after I know you(:
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When did you cry last: a few months ago.
Are you a friendly person: I bite. but that's after I know you(:
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Do you have any pets: back home in Malaysia sadly. *please someone. ship Buddy over to Aus!!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Malaysia.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: my hands are mine.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: It's not that hard(:
What are you doing right now: oh nothing important. just answering a few questions.
Have you ever crawled through a window: is climbing through the same? if so, yes.
Can you handle the truth: yes. it's suppose to hurt anyways.
Can you handle the truth: yes. it's suppose to hurt anyways.
Are you too forgiving: no.. not really.
Are you closer to your mother or father: dua dua pun parents. mana boleh choose?
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Anita,Milton and my sister.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved: I have no idea.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved: I have no idea.
Do you eat healthy: HAHAHAHAAAAAA!
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: if I had one, no.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: nope. screw them over(:
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: my best mates. or my sister or BUDDY!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: LOUD!
Are you confident?: I reckon, yea.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) Eat.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: if I had one, no.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: nope. screw them over(:
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: my best mates. or my sister or BUDDY!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: LOUD!
Are you confident?: I reckon, yea.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) Eat.
(ii) Sleep.
(iii) Fart.
(iii) Fart.
(iv) Read.
(v) get into shits. I still do but you know(:
5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) EAT.
(ii) SLEEP.
5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) EAT.
(ii) SLEEP.
(iii) FART.
(iv) get a life.
(v) plot a plan to illegal bring in Buddy to Aussie.
(v) plot a plan to illegal bring in Buddy to Aussie.
5 snacks I enjoy:
(i) food.
(i) food.
(ii) food.
(iii) food.
(iv) food.
(v) food!
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) sleep.
(ii) eat.
(iii) fart.
(iv) charity. eg. food for buddy(the starving dog. poor boy)
(v) I'M NOT GIVING YOU MONEY JIE!
5 of my bad habits:
(i) I don't know how to put the truth.. tactfully(as my mum puts it)
(iii) food.
(iv) food.
(v) food!
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) sleep.
(ii) eat.
(iii) fart.
(iv) charity. eg. food for buddy(the starving dog. poor boy)
(v) I'M NOT GIVING YOU MONEY JIE!
5 of my bad habits:
(i) I don't know how to put the truth.. tactfully(as my mum puts it)
(ii) crank up at everyone when I'm in a bad mood.
(iii) thinks too much sometimes.
(iv) love making my nemesis's, or people I dislike, live VERY miserable.
(v) I tend to get sensitive and over emotional at times.
5 jobs I've had:
1. HAHAHAHAAA!
2. I got rejected.
3. ...
4. STUDENT!
5. BUDDY'S OWNER!
5 OF MY HOBBIES:
1. sleep.
2. eat.
3. fart.
4. screech.
5. take a piss on some random people(:
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5 people to tag:
(i) ANGEL.
(ii) ANGEL.
(iii) ANGEL.
(iv) ANGEL.
(v) ANGEL.
(iii) thinks too much sometimes.
(iv) love making my nemesis's, or people I dislike, live VERY miserable.
(v) I tend to get sensitive and over emotional at times.
5 jobs I've had:
1. HAHAHAHAAA!
2. I got rejected.
3. ...
4. STUDENT!
5. BUDDY'S OWNER!
5 OF MY HOBBIES:
1. sleep.
2. eat.
3. fart.
4. screech.
5. take a piss on some random people(:
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5 people to tag:
(i) ANGEL.
(ii) ANGEL.
(iii) ANGEL.
(iv) ANGEL.
(v) ANGEL.
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yesh, my only friend is Angel. so bite me.
Angel, feel privilage(:
3 more months mate! I'll see you soon!
I love..
.. chatting with Matt online(:
(and of course, I love me also lar)
I know this is random.
but I honestly love chatting with Matt.
such a great cousin, when he's not cranky or moody or.. you get my point(:
he's VERY dirty minded as well but he's nice at the same time.
(not in that way you sickos)
okay, so he's very judgie and likes to laugh at my lyrics.
but at least he's honest and real(:
it helps.
oh, how I can't wait to go home and spend time with him.
I'll make him treat me sushi, mamak and what not.
and also, to see how tall he's grown.
I swear, he's on steroid.
he's freaking tall!
it's not natural!
(Matt's a freak)
He's super vain.
(obviously where I got MY vainity from)
and he's super materialistic.
like really.
AND he's VERY flirty (watch out ladies)
but he's a good mate to talk to(:
BOTTOMLINE is,
Matt is my best mate, my turn-to-guy, my let's-share-dirty-thoughts-guy, my let's-share-"stories"-guy, my critic, my cousin, MY FAMILY.
and I love him dearlyyyyyyy.
when he's not cranky(:
what I'm trying to say is.
nothing.
I was bored and I just got off chatting with Matt(:
but you have to admit. it is an update.
a long one too(:
have a great week (or what's left of it anyways) ahead of you guys!
(and of course, I love me also lar)
I know this is random.
but I honestly love chatting with Matt.
such a great cousin, when he's not cranky or moody or.. you get my point(:
he's VERY dirty minded as well but he's nice at the same time.
(not in that way you sickos)
okay, so he's very judgie and likes to laugh at my lyrics.
but at least he's honest and real(:
it helps.
oh, how I can't wait to go home and spend time with him.
I'll make him treat me sushi, mamak and what not.
and also, to see how tall he's grown.
I swear, he's on steroid.
he's freaking tall!
it's not natural!
(Matt's a freak)
He's super vain.
(obviously where I got MY vainity from)
and he's super materialistic.
like really.
AND he's VERY flirty (watch out ladies)
but he's a good mate to talk to(:
BOTTOMLINE is,
Matt is my best mate, my turn-to-guy, my let's-share-dirty-thoughts-guy, my let's-share-"stories"-guy, my critic, my cousin, MY FAMILY.
and I love him dearlyyyyyyy.
when he's not cranky(:
what I'm trying to say is.
nothing.
I was bored and I just got off chatting with Matt(:
but you have to admit. it is an update.
a long one too(:
have a great week (or what's left of it anyways) ahead of you guys!
Okay.
so I have a tad problem with my temper and my language(:
it doesn't make me a bad person.
I'm still a good kid.
just with an attitude problem(:
don't hate me.
no wait.
hate me if you do.
but don't have to waste your time letting me know.
I probably never did liked you in the first place(:
I'm awesome.
tell me I'm awesome(:
it doesn't make me a bad person.
I'm still a good kid.
just with an attitude problem(:
don't hate me.
no wait.
hate me if you do.
but don't have to waste your time letting me know.
I probably never did liked you in the first place(:
I'm awesome.
tell me I'm awesome(:
HONESTLY.
I wished --------- had been screwed harder.
then --------- would just wither and die.
and that will make me a happy person.
SCREW THIS SHIT.
bloody hell.
then --------- would just wither and die.
and that will make me a happy person.
SCREW THIS SHIT.
bloody hell.
IN OTHER WORDS..
.. I'm screwed.
thank you, ASHLEY, for having such a big mouth and a small tiny brain.
well, at least I've got my iPod Touch.
(yes, I am rubbing it in your faces!)
thank you, ASHLEY, for having such a big mouth and a small tiny brain.
well, at least I've got my iPod Touch.
(yes, I am rubbing it in your faces!)
stay blessed(:
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