gingerbreadDINO?

MISSING SHOES.

2010-06-04T04:33:00.001-07:00

they were brand new too!
damn my mind - it's running away.

Let's leave no trace.

2010-03-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

cause the world is getting more ridiculous each day.

FACEBOOK DIED TODAY.

2010-03-04T03:43:00.000-08:00

mine did anyways.

probably the best thing I've done for myself this year.

signing off, ashC.

Out to lunch.

2010-02-06T02:37:00.000-08:00

BE RIGHT BACK.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

2010-01-01T03:57:00.000-08:00

2009-12-26T06:36:00.000-08:00

I HATE GOODBYES.

CAUSE I LOVE ANGELITA KHOO MING AI!

2009-12-15T23:01:00.001-08:00

we, Ashley and Angel, have come to an agreement of having a paintballing competition only between us two and....

ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON! ANGEL WILL NOT HAVE ANY WEAPON!

:D

oh, and I love Angel and I'm glad we met up cause I love Angel, like I said. hehe.

shooting off, ashC!

Screw it.

2009-11-06T02:20:00.000-08:00

why are so many migrating here?

shit as.

On my birthday...

2009-10-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

..I got myself tonsillitis!

A conclusion.

2009-10-04T05:29:00.001-07:00

I'm the nicest jerk you'll ever know.
so really..DON'T BLOODY COMPLAIN!

Random thoughts.

2009-09-26T01:53:00.000-07:00

don't be straight forward.
don't ever acknowledge people who are younger then you or is your friend's younger siblings.

cause it's so bloody rude.
but go ahead and be a hypocrite yourself.

BLOODY BULLSHIT.

ps. not having a teenage angst moment.

Meet my pet snake, FLUFFY(:

2009-09-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

FLUFFY loves to play with new people.

WANT TO PLAY WITH FLUFFY? (:

Know what I should do?

2009-09-11T06:53:00.001-07:00

GO TO BED.

I'm not weird.

2009-09-08T23:29:00.000-07:00

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I'm just..HIGH all the time(:

Empty.

2009-08-09T02:29:00.000-07:00

is the state my mind is in right now.

bored-ED

2009-08-02T04:54:00.001-07:00

tag-GED.

2009-07-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tagged you is :
Matthew Chang.

2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Cousins. Long distance cousins.

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
I wish I could see his face but I couldn't cause I was too short.

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
uhhhhhh. I'm sure those moments were good but I seem to be forgetting things nowdays soooo....(:

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
.....grow taller?

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
he could improve on not being incest.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
I'll plot on evil plan....AFTER I sleep.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
He won't tell me what he does to grow so tall.

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
To stop growing so tall!

11. Your overall impression on him/her is:
He's my cousin. own flesh and blood. Tall. VERY TALL. it's unfair!

12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
*yawn*

13. The most ideal person you want to be is:
me(:

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I care and love me too! oh, and of course you too(;

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

Matthew (just cause I'm curious)

NOTE TO SELF.

2009-07-11T01:39:00.000-07:00

stop being so agitated! sheeeeeeeeeesh.

there I go again. sighh.

NZ.

2009-07-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

I see bungees everywhere! *evil grin*

ps. I miss my cousin terribly.

Madness.

2009-06-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

got myself into another blog. this time sharing with my sister, so imgine all the crazy things that is bound to happen there overtime.

anyways, there's a news and also, a valid reason for me to write up a post. I killed two birds with one stone this way. yay(:

so yeah, do drop by and forgive the simplicity of it all. there's madness in the whole blog, it just needs time(:

for the URL, you guys can go search for it. kekekekeeee.

I'm off then! see you guys on the other side where the Buddy is actually spoken of with love(;

I see..

2009-06-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

.. another meaningless post.

oh! but WAIT.

this may be meaningful.

I shall be seeing my cousin soon enough.

pretty damn exciting if you ask me(:

so Justin..

2009-06-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

are you not a brainiac who is not blur but yet is not not not blur which makes you a not braniac?

(;

A Moment Of Epiphany.

2009-05-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

thankyou.

I'm a quitter...

2009-05-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

...I can live with that.
No, let me repharse that.
I rather live with that.

What's the point of trying when no one wants to give you a second chance anyways?
It's not the attention I want but merely, the faith in me that I can and will change, that I desire.
What's the point when everyone everwhere is always going to come to the conclusion that I can't and never change when I slip once? Just once and I've blew the "faith" given to me that I've changed.

Utter bullshit.
If having faith in someone means waiting for that someone to screw up then frankly, I'm better off without it.

Judgement's everywhere but what sucks is the fact that people who are suppose to be non-judgemental are judgemental anyways. What is the difference between them and ordinary people then?
Sure, no one's perfect but if "non-judgemental" people isn't even trying to be non-judgemental, then there really is no difference at all.

I rather if I wasn't anything at all.
Or rather, that I was allowed to choose my own religious path from the day I was born.

HOLA

2009-05-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

from ~~lazy~~ busy town.

what special occasion that I might wanted to blog about today?
well, let's see.

I've got another buddy!
more joy of life for me(:

and I'm waiting to be fed.
I stayed overnight at my sister's yesterday and now, I'm waiting for her to take me out to eat(:

note to self : sleeping on a couch with just a thin pillow and socks and bathrobe at night, isn't that bad. its actually very comfortable.

this week has been a truly inspirational one.
good times, good times.

kay, I think I hear my sister.
I'm off to my lunch(:

Here's a HARD fact of LIFE.

2009-04-19T02:42:00.001-07:00

Don't blame anyone of your own shortcomings.
because you're the only one who has power over it.
if you can't overcome it, no one can help you with it.

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school's resuming tomorrow.
am I excited?
POSITIVELY, ABSURBLY, CONVINCINGLY YES.

Happy Easter.

2009-04-12T05:03:00.000-07:00

If you're looking for a POWERFUL LIVING TESTIMONY OF CHRIST..

.. look for a reflection of yourself.

Test me, O LORD, and try me,
examine my heart and my mind; for your love is ever before me,
and I walk continually in your truth.
-PSALM 26:2-3

Happy Good Friday.

2009-04-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

CONFUSING, this will be.

2009-04-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

and it'll only get better from here on, I promise(:

there, hello.
Master Yoda, I've decided to imitate.
extremely bored, I am.
thus, gives me something to do, to do this.

(wait..... WHAT?! nevermind)

uhhh..

no, I can't think anymore.
to bed, shall I go(:

and I'm not crazy.
just a tad hyper.

MARCUS TONG CHEN YEE

2009-04-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

YOU'RE FREAKIN ADORABLE!

if you don't overload your hair with gel that is
AND
if you grow your fringe and have bangs(:

I love you, you adorable little monkey(:

I can stare at you all day.
but I rather stare at your face and your hair compared to the top of your head.

hehe.

I would show you guys a picture of him but no.
you don't deserve it.
and it's too adorable to resist(:

Because I've got the right time, mood and picture.

2009-04-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

so meet me.

with my short hair (and my best friend too!).

then it started growing just a tad longer.

and longer.

and longer it grew.

it was always straight(thanks to my handy straightener),
so I decided to get my sister to curl it.
just so I can see what it is like(:

and after going through so many hairstyles, or rather, hair lengths.
I decided to just chop it off.

I dislike long hair.

so meet me again.

with short hair, once again(:
(it's short at the back)

yes, I'm a poser. so bite me.

2009-04-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

"Good night sweet prince:
And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest."

- William Shakespeare : Hamlet

SHE said I needed to change..

2009-03-31T03:24:00.000-07:00

.. I couldn't agree more.

You know what I need?

2009-03-23T19:29:00.000-07:00

I need a DAMN good sleep.
one that doesn't require me waking up in the middle of the night.

sheesh.

Because you asked for it, Teing.

2009-03-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

here world. meet one of my best friend, Teing. why should you meet her, you ask? just cause you should and really, she's one that's worth knowing(:

Teing, I bet you're wondering why I'm writing a post about you in my blog eh?
well, I can assure you, it's NOT because I did something wrong and I feel guilty. but it's just cause YOU keep bugging me to update my blog so here's your long awaited post.

enjoy endless words about you(:

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so world, meet Teing.
her smile is infectious, SERIOUSLY.

we've met back in 2007 but we were never close. it was due to the fact that I found her too nerdy and I didn't even want to try to make friends with her cause well, knowing me, I didn't think that our personalities would fit and I didn't want to waste my breath.

but in 2008, throught MSN, we got to know each other alittle more and I started liking her alittle more each time. at the end of the year 2008, I went back to Malaysia. at first, I hesistated to go on an outing with Teing but thank God I did. We ended up bonding and I found out that we have alot in common.

and thus, A BEATIFUL FRIENDSHIP WAS BORN.

the first camp that we had was at Chefoo. Sue was with us as well. at first, Sue and Teing was awkward with each other, not knowing each other but after the camp, we became THE threesome.

man, I remember once when Sue went up the hill in BOH TEA, Teing and I just stayed in the van, making stupid videos. it still always makes me laugh when I watch those videos.

quoted from Sue :
" I never know that Teing is so weird. I always thought that she was sooo studious"

hence, you guys can see what I mean when I said that Teing is a nerd(:

We started sleeping over at MY place(I've only just realised that!) and damnnn! what I wouldn't do to have those times back again.

I remember at one sleepover, we stayed up until 3, just singing. that was great fun. did I mention that Teing is a great singer as well?

quoted from Teing :
"and to think that I sing the loudest. YOU[Ash] sing EVEN LOUDER!"

she hated me, jokingly, because of that. LOL. my quirky singer.

Paintball. that was the best. Teing was NOT in my team. thus, it gave me the oppurtunity to blast her WITHOUT feeling bad and damnnn, I didn't get her. but it was great deal of fun(:

She came to my youth activity one night at Justin's house. mann, that was fun. I remember us hiding together when we were playing hide-n-seek. I remember how Sam always came over to talk to us. he wasn't even hiding and we were afraid that he was going to blow our cover. Sam is the worst when it comes to hide-n-seek. BUT the funny part was that Teing kept bugging him to come to CF and it worked, just FYI(:

she slept over that night. and the next morning, we had karaoke session. mannn, we were soo sleepy that we weren't in any mood to sing. we just mostly sat there, listening to the boys blast their lungs out. that was good fun.

and MIDNIGHT MOVIES! oh man, those insane late night movies. good fun but very tiring. I remember the first late night movie we had. hah! we had mamak after the movie and damnnn, was that mamak session H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S!

and who knew that my little miss nerdy was soo good in bowling and archery. LOL. mann, she has style when she plays archery(: we had A&W after that. I loved the photos we took then as well. and P.S. MY SISTER ADORESSSS TEING and SUE.

we had our last outing one night before I had to leave. It was the whole day that we spent together. first at the movies then at KK's house for yet another youth gathering. I remember when the youths were watching BOLT, Teing and I sat in the kitchen, stuffing our faces with food and chit chatting. the looks on people's faces who walked by the kitchen was funny. all the same enquiring faces then the you're-so-weird' face. LOL!

after that, we went to starbucks! mannn! that was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S! Teing and I had the waiter and waiteress wrapped around our little finger. we got extra topping and sprinkle and all. HAHAHAH. we're such fatties, I KNOW! I loved that night. the boys and us girls were just laughing the night away! no one wanted to leave but eventually we did. I hugged Teing for the last time that night.

on my last day, we couldn't squeeze in one more outing. Teing was suppose to send me off for the last time, but last minute she backed out. I called her, and I asked her why and she simply said because she's scared she'll breakdown. I nearly broke down when I thought she broke down over the phone.

it broke my heart that I had to leave her when we barely had 2 months to spend together. I called her on the way to the airport and when we hung up, I felt something that I never thought was possible ; I was homesick even before I left the country.

the day I reached Aus, I came online and that night itself, Sam, Luke, Teing and I chatted like there was no tomorrow. when I tried to leave, Teing said that I can't. LOL! but she let me go in the end. it happened a several more times after that but then nowdays, we're too busy to come online and text each other.

Recently, I got upset with Teing over something/someone that shouldn't even matter. I was being selfish but I thank God that Teing is patient. after a while, I realised how stupid I was being and I apologized. and Teing being Teing, forgave me(:

to summarize, I love Teing. she's one of my bestie(:

here's to many more years to come. many more years that we'll always be besties(:
Don't ever forget me but even if you do, I'll never forget you(:

let's take a quick scroll down memory lane.

Love, Ash(:

I'M NO NERD.

2009-03-09T03:13:00.000-07:00

but school's back on tomorrow.
weeeeee~

*ahem.

well, tata(:

After a while, she goes into a zombie like mode..

2009-03-06T17:51:00.000-08:00

.. just cause she don't care anymore.

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PARENTS act like enemies,

making KIDS feels like it's WORLD WAR 3.

Well, hello.

2009-02-28T00:21:00.000-08:00

It's been ages since I wrote a lengthy post that is filled with meaningless words and even more meaningless pictures. Well, there are some meaningFUL pictures but more meaningLESS pictures than meaningFUL one. Yay!
Boyyy, has the meaningless words started (:

So what's been going on?
Besides a 12-year old and a 14-year old being a parent to a newborn child.
Nothing interesting really.
Been camwhoring if that is interesting to anyone.

OH.
What about me having an interest in country music?
That’s interesting, no?

MSN is shit.

Been juggling with church, school, band practices and shit like that.
Been slacking alot as well.
Now that's something juicy for people who have heard from me a few months back.

Uhhhhh...

I'm starting to like it better here in Aus now.
Getting the hang of how things work around here and how people behave here as well.
I can't say that I can relate to many here but there are a few odd ones here and there.
I thank God regardless what though (:
I can't complain, life's good.

....

Okay, I'm done with words. Let’s move on to pictures hey?

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Aussie.

Inanimated objects/Random.

The siblings.

This was AGES ago. TEDDY!

GREETINGS from us(:

VANITY STREAK! :p

GOTH-Ashley says, Hello...

..I LOVE ALCOHOL - happyAshley(:
(I was just kidding about the loving alcohol thingy)

couldn't resist. my clothing was just so hippy that day. (it's taken in negative)

again, COULDN'T resist. (hippy is awesome)

Malaysia.

THE FAMILY. (dogs included)

we're looking very dressed up for Maccas. kekeke.

We look alike. (in a few years time. HEHE)

1% alcohol!

The NEW (Junior)

The SPRING (Brenda)

The ANCIENT (Barney)

The GOOD (Brandy)

The BUDDY (Buddy). kekekekee.

The Youths - in groups.

when I first touchdowned(:

The last youth gathering.

Sam : I look so gay lah hugging that pillow.

The farewell. at the airport.

The youth leaders.

The girls. (partially)

The ~~Blur Crew~~ boys.

The Youths - individually.

YEE VON(:

JUSTIN(:

LUKEY BOY(:

YEE VON[again] (:

ANGEL[me long lost friend] (:

VICZ(:

SAMMY BOY! happy birthday, BTW(:

The 2008/9 Church Camp.

The never found CHEFOO.

Group picture #1

Group picture#2

we weren't ready and I was probably saying something stupid. note: my sister's face. classic(:

THE YOUTHS AT CHEFOO(:

THE GIRLES who went.

BESTIES!

my partners in crime(:

The Weirdos.

When I first landed. (look at our hair!!)

At a sleepover(: [ look at our hair now. kekeke]

We'll eat you.

I'll eat you if you steal my drink/food. and Teing will smile if you touch her food. (HAHA)

TEINGYYY!

yes, we were REALLY jamming. till 3 in the morning(:
Teing : photographer.

<333!

The friends in BULK(:

The lucky ones. kekeke.

Lyon's birthday. note the cake. super hard to cut. grr!

VANITY STREAK #2

me think 1 is enough for you guys. LOL.

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I'm done updating. till next time, turrah!

Animal cruelty.

2009-02-13T16:10:00.000-08:00

People who does them are assholes.
and NO, it's not freaking brilliant to hurt an animal just cause because they are protecting themselves.
I hope one day, someone does the same to you.
cage you up, beat you, and then hang you.
freaking screw yourselves you bloody animal torturers.
one day, you'll be just like the animals you've hurt.

bloody piece of shit some people are nowdays.

I'm distracted. so sue me.

2009-02-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

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Joke of the day : drunk on 1% alcohol. HAHA. good times good times(:

It feels like part of me has been tugged right out.

2009-01-28T10:22:00.000-08:00

thanks for the best memories ever.
will miss you all.

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-25T08:52:00.000-08:00

on the bright side, ANG PAUS!
on the dark side, I've completely lost my voice today after having dinner with my cousins.
on the lighter note of that dark side, I had such a blast that really, it was worth losing my voice just laughing my ass off(:

enjoy your CNY and goodbye!

Where did all my days go?!

2009-01-23T00:03:00.000-08:00

Time really flies when you're having fun.
sighhhh.

Here, I've got one.

2009-01-16T02:17:00.001-08:00

TWILIGHT IS SHIT.

.....
it's not a happy post.
.....

I've got it!

TWILIGHT IT SHIT(:

hah!
smiley means happy right?
.....
okay, I'm leaving now.
I'm so gay and lame.
I know.

back to food hunting then(:

p.s. Twilight is really shit-as though. SERIOUSLY.

I need an inspiration for a happy post.

2009-01-15T22:11:00.001-08:00

or any post at all, for that matter.

I'm hungry(:

Really, it's because of your CONSERVATIVE VALUES.

2009-01-14T05:59:00.000-08:00

If I have no friends,
If I have no boyfriends,
If I have no husband,
If I have no social skills,
If I have no life,
If I have no other perspective of the world,
If I have no experience that I can learn from,
If I have a childlike point of view of the world,
If I have no relationship with anyone,
If I have a low sense of humour,
If I have no happiness,
If I have no feelings,
If I have no colourful personality,
If I have no attractive personality,
If I have no self esteem,
If I have no self confidence,
If I have no lessons learnt,
If I have no communication skills.

Take your bestie with you EVERYWHERE!

2009-01-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

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yesh, I love my bestie and she's sleeping over tonight!
wohooooo(:

Mamak sessions are the bomb.

2009-01-09T09:29:00.000-08:00

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anyone up for another one?

Here's a resolution that might not be kept.

2009-01-07T22:26:00.001-08:00

I will not lose my temper over the slightest little thing.

Sneak peak.

2009-01-06T06:25:00.000-08:00

Yeah, we couldn't believe that we were heading to CHEFOO at last(:

BEST FRIENDS!!!

yes, we ordered the whole menu and yes, we did finish it all(:

girlies.

after-camp.

CHEFOO is still missing!

2009-01-04T22:12:00.000-08:00

In 2007, I embarked on a mission to find CHEFOO.

unfortunetely, we never did found CHEFOO.

In 2008, I, yet again, embarked on another mission to find CHEFOO.
and this time, with TWO FRIENDS and different hair(:

but, yet again, we never did find CHEFOO.
it's so close.
I can taste it.
but yet, so far.

will update more CHEFOO pictures later(:

Because Angel is demanding.

2009-01-03T03:54:00.000-08:00

hi. I've been status updating, if you get my drift, and that is not PLEASING to HER HIGHNESS, ANGELITA KHOO..MING AI... or AI MING. either one. HEHEHEHEEEE.

anyways, here I am. RESOLVING to write a post that will be pleasing to Angel's eyes.
enjoy this one, my favourite mutton(:

so 2009 is here. it seems all so fast and so surreal. to summarize it, 2008 has definitely been a CHANGE for me. A good one? A bad one? Alittle of both. But what matters is what and who I am after all of it.

uhhhhhhhhhh....

As you all know, referring to all the messages on my chatterbox, I am back and I'm too lazy to go out with anyone, with exceptions to 2 of my besties and my youths. HEH. but that isn't the point. the point is, stop pestering me(: I love you all, most of you guys anyways, but I cannot be stuffed going out. at least I gave you a phone call. HEHEHE.

moving on.

.... uhhhh... church camp was great. I'm really glad that I was able to make it and truly, it will serve as a great memory for the years to come(: to those who missed out, SUCKS TO BE YOU! heheheeee.

errrrr...

......

......

yeahhhhhh. I've got nothing more. I hope that this post is enough and have met your, ANGEL, expectation.

turrah then.
have a great year ahead(:

2009-01-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2008.

HELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO 2009!

2008-12-24T10:09:00.001-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

SEE YA BLACK HAIR.

2008-12-22T22:02:00.000-08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooo .... COLOURED/HIGHLIGHTED HAIR(:

Who turned off the air-conditioner?

2008-12-20T07:36:00.000-08:00

cause honestly,

IT'S HOT ENOUGH AS IT IS!

You're simply

2008-12-17T05:23:00.000-08:00

an idiot who think you're EVERYTHING.

Dear Angel,

2008-12-09T06:38:00.000-08:00

I think you're an ass for lying to me, and also making Charles lie to me.
I loved the surprise, not the method though.
and I don't get how the surprise benefits me if you're only telling me what it is AFTER I get home to Malaysia.
BUT, I am smart and you have certainly underestimate my intellectual capability.

but I forgive you, on one condition, YOU ARE SO GOING TO MEET UP WITH ME FOR LIKE EVER!!!
(:

I still love you though Kambing.
I can never hate my favourite mutton.

with much love,

ME(:

AM BACK.

2008-12-08T20:15:00.000-08:00

I had nasi lemak. it was heaven!

Time to get a badddddd migrane.

2008-12-07T15:53:00.000-08:00

I hate flying on planes but heck, better plane than ship.
....
maybe(:

3 days left.

2008-12-04T05:48:00.000-08:00

have not packed.
not even close.

I'm screwed.

Random pictures in random order. eat your hearts out, kids.

2008-12-02T04:35:00.000-08:00

Maybe you can relate.

2008-11-30T19:57:00.001-08:00

you get sick of asking people things.
you get sick of planning stuff.

you get sick of the world.

SCHOOL'S DONE.

2008-11-30T05:00:00.000-08:00

see you, Malaysians, soon.

alittle too soon for anyone's liking.

PICTURES SOON ~~of the body of the koalas I've hit while driving~~! I PROMISE!

The koalas died alittle today.

2008-11-23T00:46:00.001-08:00

because I drove alittle today(:

It's not even funny anymore.

2008-11-20T22:38:00.000-08:00

SERIOUSLY!

why the heck do I miss school so much now?
IT'S SURREAL!

oh well.
time to go get ready for my sister's GRAND graduation dinner tonight.

DAMN!
I hate wearing skirts.

shall upload pictures soon. (maybe)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO LI ANNE!

2008-11-17T19:42:00.000-08:00

you're officially 20(:
and I thought being 16 is old, man must you feel ANCIENT compared to me. kekeke.

well, what can I say about you that you don't already know?
you're an amazing person in Christ.
keep, keep, keep, trusting Him in EVERYTHING.
continue to Walk with the Lord and always have this in mind : He has a BIG plan for you.

so now that you've hit the BIG 2.
maybe you want to be less cranky(:
I said that with LOVE.

you're an amazing cousin.
an amazing friend.
a beautiful soul. (when you're not cranky)

don't ever change.
maybe the cranky part. heh.
stay as blur as you are now(:

and I even got you something!

it's a MEGA-SIZED PURPLE PENCIL CASE with a chinese girl which reminds me of YOU(:
like it?
YOU BETTER LOVE IT!

cause it's not yours to keep.
it's actually mine.
but heyyyy, at least I thought of you(:
*ahem

MOVING ON.

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting: but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.

-Proverbs 31 : 30

have a blast!

BUT because I'm just like you.

2008-11-16T21:36:00.001-08:00

Do not judge, or you too will be judged.

Matthew 7:1

Just because I as stubborn as a mule.

2008-11-15T21:47:00.000-08:00

I find it extremely difficult to forgive people.

God help me.

on the flipside, look what my sister has been up to.

QUEEN ISABEL?!
well, here's what I think of QUEEN ISABEL
she can kiss my ass.
cause she's stupid(:
I HATE CATS.
they're ONE KIND.

and guess who's been stealing food again?

damn! I'm getting fatter!

curses be unto foods!!
grrrrrrr.

have a good day.

They gave permission to the KILLER(:

2008-11-13T20:38:00.000-08:00

oh yeahhh.
no more illegal road kill.
now it would be LEGAL.
heheheheeee!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
guess who's on high nowww?!
ME!!!

*dance around*

You Triggered It.

2008-11-13T04:50:00.000-08:00

so tell me again,
what am I suppose to feel?

RECYCLE! because my jumper said so.

2008-11-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

FOR CHOCOLATE LOVERS.

2008-11-06T22:26:00.000-08:00

it's not poo, REENA. you're blind or jealous, either way, it's not poo.

Mum's birthday fudge. not that she'll eat it anyways. my brother would though.

well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

YOU'RE THE BEST!

I LOVE YOU!

hope you enjoyed the ~~cake~~ fudge(:

A Quick Update.

2008-11-04T00:32:00.001-08:00

do you know how cool is it to live with my sister? (sometimes)
it's like living a real life comedy show/movie/series.

like today, I was nerding in my studyroom when suddenly I heard my sister calling me from the bathroom. I just ignored it thinking that it was probably her just being.. well, HER.

BUT she barged right into my room and I turned around.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*takes deep breath*

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*takes another deep breath*
*exhales*

well, what I saw was HILARIOUS(as you can already tell from above).

BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

there she was standing at my doorway, holding up a brush, the round one, that was now kinda stuck to her skull through her tangled hair in the brush.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!

she went into the toilet and I followed her. I tried pulling the hair from the brush but she didn't want to lose anymore hair(AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!). so I told her to get the twizzer. but she said that it would pull her hair right out from the brush thus, losing hair as well.

So then I saw my hair clip lying around. I grabbed that and started hooking it through the loose strands of hair that was tangled inside the brush. after much work and (AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!) it was finally out.

I asked her what did she do. and she said that she just wanted to try and see how it would look like if she roll it around the comb and dry it. unfortunately for her, a massive collection of hair got tangled up with the brush.

AHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!

that made my day and not to mention, woke me up.
time to go nerd now.
I'm going to be tired.
BUT not for long(:

I was browsing through my blog..

2008-11-03T06:53:00.001-08:00

.. and I found this sentence of mine HILARIOUS!

I'm awesome.
tell me I'm awesome(:
*I'm so ghey.

If I could turn back time..

2008-11-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

.. I wouldn't.

When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider; God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future.

-Ecclesiastes 7 : 14

Funny, I'm going to miss schooling hours.

2008-10-31T02:46:00.000-07:00

Birthday Pictures(:

2008-10-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

so SUE ME, my ~~round~~ cake isn't normal looking. but at least it's low fat. (made from low fat milk. kekekekeee)

p.s. IT'S CHEESECAKE!!
p.p.s I BAKED IT MYSELF! FROM THE BOX BUT MYSELF NONETHELESS(:

EAT YOUR HEART OUT GUYS(:

Birthday Updates.

2008-10-23T22:31:00.001-07:00

I ate.

THE END.

I joke, I joke(:

Before anything else, because I know that not EVERYONE reads the whole post, I just want to shout a big THANK YOU to fellows friends, family and bla bla bla. You guys are simply awesome.

OKAY. story time!
boy, my sister is going to enjoy this.

so, it was at like 1am on my birthday(20/10). I was sleeping peacefully because I had school in a few hours time. so I was trying to fall asleep and successfully doing so UNTIL *BAM* my sister came in my room and turned on the light. she does it all the time, so I'm like, " awww man. get out! I've got school!" but she continued proceeding and climbed in my bed, which she usually do as well. so I'm like, "WHAT?!" and she fake cried and said, "ah mahhhhhhhhhhh. got cockroach in my study room".

THAT caught my attention. I bolted up right and said, "COCKROACH?!" and she nodded. and I'm like, "since when does Aussie have cocokroaches?!" and I can't really remember what happened then. I think I asked her how big it was. is wasn't that big though. it's like 1/3 of the normal size of the cockroach back in Malaysia BUT it has strips on it's back AND it was like a mini frog. (it has froglike legs)

So then, I woke up and I told my sister to get my glasses in the boathroom while I go into the kitchen to get the dustpan and the broom. we met back in front of my sister's studyroom door and she handed me my glasses and I handed her the broom. Then we took deep breaths and TRIED to go in. We ended up pushing each other in through the door instead.

My sister toughen up and went in. I thought she was VERY BRAVE until I saw her running towards her chair and climbed onto it and stayed there. So much for the bravery. So I was left to face the cocokroach alone, on firm solid ground, and only a dustpan to protect myself. My sister is happily just sitting there, poking the cockroach on my signal with the broom and then scream with all her might.

So on my signal, my sister poked it with the broom and it started making funny noises! I was so freaked out so I jumped onto the bed. And then, both of us just stayed where we are, terrified. And we were kinda yelling at each other because neither of us had the balls to kill it. My sister kept asking me to and I told her that she can do it herself and see how it feels. I was terrified! And so was she(:

So we stayed put and the cockroach was already going in this little space where we cannot reach at all if it manages to go all the way. So my sister took her broom and she kinda pulled the cockroach out. So it was out and heading towards the door. I suddenly felt so brave and I took my dustpan, got off the bed and slam my dustpan down on it. I lifted up my dustpan and saw that it was only half dead so I slammed it down again. this time though, the handle broke and the head of the dustpan went FLYING! I was only left with the handle at this point of time. The cockroach didn't look really dead to me so I hit on it with the broomstick handle. It moved, semi flew, this time because of it's hard shell and my sister and I panicked somemore. I ran to the edge of he bed and got on there. My sister was already on the bed.

So in the end, we ended up throwing away the cockroach and stayed up all night trying to fix the dustpan with sticky tape and glue, WHICH we kinda succeded in(: AND we prayed and hoped REALLY REALLY hard that my mum wouldn't notice the changes made on dustpan.

so yes, I went to bed round 230-ish and woke up really late that morning. but it's all in good fun(:

OH, and my mum DID found out about the changes BUT she had no idea how it got there(:

okay! shall upload pictures of my cake soon enough(:

till then, cheers you guys!

Quoted. Realisticly.

2008-10-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

Parting is such a sweet sorrow.

- Mr. Leigh O'Brien(a PRSC teacher)

SWEET SIXTEEN.

2008-10-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

guess who just turned old-ER? and is eligable to kill the koalas on the road.

When you order a spicy meal at a thai restaurant..

2008-10-18T05:37:00.000-07:00

.. you can bet that it will be SUPER SPICY.

(I cried at the first bite)

don't mess with Thai spicy meals. it KILLS.
literally.

A PHOTO TAKEN AT EMILY'S HOUSE(:

yesh, I get HIGH after eating SUPER SPICY food.
got a problem with that PUNK?

Look what I've found!

2008-10-17T05:15:00.001-07:00

good times no?
I'm going to go and hunt for more of them!
OR if you guys are nice, send them to me(:

FOUND HER!

2008-10-16T22:44:00.000-07:00

NOW I WANT HER GONE!!

Because I'm vain.

2008-10-12T03:05:00.000-07:00

EDITED ONES.

edit #1 :

edit #2:

kay enough of me(:
shall REALLY upload the sleepover pictures soon!!

SLOW FADE.

2008-10-10T17:35:00.001-07:00

Be careful little eyes what you see.
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings.
Be careful little feet where you go.
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow.

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away.
It's a slow fade when black and white are turned to gray.
Thoughts invade, choices are made.
A price will be paid when you give yourself away.
People never crumble in a day.
It's a slow fade.
It's a slow fade.

Be careful little ears what you hear.
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near.
Be careful little lips what you say.
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray.

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking.
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking.

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away.
It's a slow fade when black and white are turned to gray.
Thoughts invade, choices are made.
A price will be paid when you give yourself away.
People never crumble in a day.
Daddies never crumble in a day.
Families never crumble in a day.

Oh, be careful little eyes what you see.
Oh, be careful little eyes what you see.
For the Father up above is looking down in love.
Oh, be careful little eyes what you see.

MISSING PERSON.

2008-10-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

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NAME : STEPH.

OCCUPATION : ASHLEY'S PARTNER IN CRIME.

NUMBERS OF DAYS MISSING : 1 WHOLE WEEK!!!

If found, please return to rightful partner in crime, Ash.C.

You can contact Ash on her mobile, 04xxxxxxxx.

thankyou(:

TATA holidays.

2008-10-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO ~~misery~~ SCHOOL.

1 HOUR.

2008-10-04T04:57:00.000-07:00

there it goes.
I had NO CHANCE to spend it, waste it, kill it, use it, etc..
but the bright side is, that I will get it back after daylight saving(:

in other words. from today onwards, Aussie will be 3 hours ahead of Malaysia.
3 HOURS!
3! 3! 3! 3! 3! 3! 3! 3! 3!

don't forget kay(:

*goodness, Vietnamise food is poisonous.

Can I adopt him?

2008-10-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

can we, JELLYBEAN?

please?

Prayer For MY Friends.

2008-10-02T05:01:00.000-07:00

Lord I lift my friendS to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friendS, to You.
Complicated circumstances
have clouded THEIR view.
Lord I lift my friendS up to You.

I fear that I won’t have the words
that THEY need to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friendS up
to You.

Lord I lift my friendS to You.
My best friendS in the
world, I know THEY means much
more to You.
I want so much to help THEM, but
this is something THEY have to do.
Lord I lift my friendS up to You.

There's a way that seems so right to THEM.
But You know where that leads.
THEY'RE becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strings.
And Lord I lift my friendS up to You.

Lord I lift my friendS to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friendS, to You.

*BOLD PRINTS are the words I have added in or altered.
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Jeremiah 29:11-13
"..For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity..."

Thank You Lord.

2008-09-30T05:52:00.001-07:00

for this new life.
for this new creation.
for this new heart.
for this new faith.
for this new path.
for this new opportunity.

I have NEVER felt so ALIVE.
and this time, I'M SERIOUS.
DEAD ON SERIOUS.

LORD, HERE I AM. USE ME!

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Psalm 139

1 O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.

2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

5 You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, [a] you are there.

9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"

12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.

19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.

21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?

22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.

23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

When I Overthink Things.

2008-09-28T23:54:00.001-07:00

You get song lyrics.

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Let it go,
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in,
Let your clarity define you
In the end
We will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

Let it slide,
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine
Until you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by,
It's the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders,
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours,
These small hours still remain

All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But I cannot forget
The way I feel right now

In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away but these small hours
These small hours, still remain,
Still remain
These little wonders
These twists & turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These little wonders still remain

Stay Tuned!

2008-09-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

Sleepover at Emily Collins's house was awesome..

2008-09-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

.. but I would still prefer my own bed(:

psssttt, Emily and I was tossing and turning the whole night long.
bumping into each other.
pulling the blanket away from each other.
kicking each other.
trying to spoon each other. okay, this was purely only Emily's doing, I swear.
you get my drift(:

off to bed.
shall upload the pictures.... when I feel like it.

sleep tight.
don't bite the bed bugs tonight(:

I'm not adopting any cucus..

2008-09-23T02:34:00.000-07:00

.. never did. never will.

unfortunately, Emilly(my current cucu) forced her way into my life and made me adopt her.
but you guys*cough*Kah Kheng*cough* do not have that type of privilage, thank goodness(:

so.. HAH! IN YOUR FACE!

ps. if ANYONE has any idea how to get rid of Emily, please, let me know.
your help would be greatly appreciated(:

Tagged.

2008-09-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

thanks Ms. Nisha.... something(:

Name: Ashley Chan .. (I'll leave this part blank)
Sisters: Emily aka. MY CUCU. and Buddy. *yesh I'm aware he's a dog. a MALE dog. bite me.
Brothers: 3. one of them is Nisha(:
Shoe size: massive.
Height : taller than my sister. heheheheeee.

Where do you live: Patterson Lakes.

Favourite drinks: drinks that are wet.
Favourite breakfast: edible food.

Have you ever been on a plane?: no. eg. I swam from Malaysia to Aussie when I migrated.
Swam in the ocean: no.. not yet.
Fallen asleep at school: also fallen asleep at home, in the car, eating, bla bla bla.
Broken someone’s heart: not that I know of. *cough*
Fell off your chair : does falling off a bench count as well?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: uh hah. I think. damn Jellybean.

Saved e-mails: it's just cause I can't be bothered deleting them.

What is your room like: room-y.
What’s right beside you: ipod touch. loads of wires. and other stuff.
What is the last thing you ate: food!
Sore throat: does having a very phlegmy throat counts?

Stitches: nope. nada. no. tak ada. you get my point.

Do you believe in love at first sight: I do if you do.
Like picnics: when they have food. yummy food.
Who was the last person you danced with: my dancing partner, MY CUCU(:
Last made you smile: previous answer. good times good times.
You last yelled at: no one.. yet(:

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: yes. Nisha(:
Kissed anyone: my ass. I joke I joke.
Talk to an ex: no.
Miss someone: no. not that I can think of anyways.
Eat: oh no. because it's normal not to eat.
Best feeling in the world: good feelings.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: does a stuffed spongebob count?
What’s under your bed: spiders! and socks and... stuff. *cough**cough*
Who do you really hate: assholes.
What time is it now?: nap nap time.

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: nope.
Do you have any siblings: unfortunately(:
Do you want children: I want a husband first.

Do you smile often: no. to avoid wrinkles and stretch line.

Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes.
Are your toe nails painted: nope. they smell(:

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sister's and Buddy's cage(:

What color shirt are you wearing now: black.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: I have a short- and long-term memory loss.

I can’t wait till...: I sleep.
When did you cry last: a few months ago.
Are you a friendly person: I bite. but that's after I know you(:

Do you have any pets: back home in Malaysia sadly. *please someone. ship Buddy over to Aus!!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Malaysia.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: my hands are mine.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: It's not that hard(:
What are you doing right now: oh nothing important. just answering a few questions.

Have you ever crawled through a window: is climbing through the same? if so, yes.
Can you handle the truth: yes. it's suppose to hurt anyways.

Are you too forgiving: no.. not really.

Are you closer to your mother or father: dua dua pun parents. mana boleh choose?

Who was the last person you cried in front of: Anita,Milton and my sister.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved: I have no idea.

Do you eat healthy: HAHAHAHAAAAAA!
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: if I had one, no.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: nope. screw them over(:
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: my best mates. or my sister or BUDDY!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: LOUD!
Are you confident?: I reckon, yea.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) Eat.

(ii) Sleep.
(iii) Fart.

(iv) Read.

(v) get into shits. I still do but you know(:

5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) EAT.
(ii) SLEEP.

(iii) FART.

(iv) get a life.
(v) plot a plan to illegal bring in Buddy to Aussie.

5 snacks I enjoy:
(i) food.

(ii) food.
(iii) food.
(iv) food.
(v) food!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) sleep.
(ii) eat.
(iii) fart.
(iv) charity. eg. food for buddy(the starving dog. poor boy)
(v) I'M NOT GIVING YOU MONEY JIE!

5 of my bad habits:
(i) I don't know how to put the truth.. tactfully(as my mum puts it)

(ii) crank up at everyone when I'm in a bad mood.
(iii) thinks too much sometimes.
(iv) love making my nemesis's, or people I dislike, live VERY miserable.
(v) I tend to get sensitive and over emotional at times.

5 jobs I've had:
1. HAHAHAHAAA!
2. I got rejected.
3. ...
4. STUDENT!
5. BUDDY'S OWNER!

5 OF MY HOBBIES:
1. sleep.
2. eat.
3. fart.
4. screech.
5. take a piss on some random people(:

5 people to tag:
(i) ANGEL.
(ii) ANGEL.
(iii) ANGEL.
(iv) ANGEL.
(v) ANGEL.

yesh, my only friend is Angel. so bite me.

Angel, feel privilage(:

3 more months mate! I'll see you soon!

I love..

2008-09-17T01:16:00.001-07:00

.. chatting with Matt online(:
(and of course, I love me also lar)

I know this is random.

but I honestly love chatting with Matt.
such a great cousin, when he's not cranky or moody or.. you get my point(:
he's VERY dirty minded as well but he's nice at the same time.
(not in that way you sickos)

okay, so he's very judgie and likes to laugh at my lyrics.
but at least he's honest and real(:
it helps.

oh, how I can't wait to go home and spend time with him.
I'll make him treat me sushi, mamak and what not.
and also, to see how tall he's grown.

I swear, he's on steroid.
he's freaking tall!
it's not natural!
(Matt's a freak)

He's super vain.
(obviously where I got MY vainity from)
and he's super materialistic.
like really.
AND he's VERY flirty (watch out ladies)
but he's a good mate to talk to(:

BOTTOMLINE is,
Matt is my best mate, my turn-to-guy, my let's-share-dirty-thoughts-guy, my let's-share-"stories"-guy, my critic, my cousin, MY FAMILY.

and I love him dearlyyyyyyy.
when he's not cranky(:

what I'm trying to say is.
nothing.

I was bored and I just got off chatting with Matt(:

but you have to admit. it is an update.
a long one too(:

have a great week (or what's left of it anyways) ahead of you guys!

Okay.

2008-09-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

so I have a tad problem with my temper and my language(:
it doesn't make me a bad person.
I'm still a good kid.
just with an attitude problem(:

don't hate me.
no wait.
hate me if you do.
but don't have to waste your time letting me know.
I probably never did liked you in the first place(:

I'm awesome.
tell me I'm awesome(:

HONESTLY.

2008-09-12T19:08:00.000-07:00

I wished --------- had been screwed harder.
then --------- would just wither and die.
and that will make me a happy person.

SCREW THIS SHIT.
bloody hell.